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but yeahs.
it's small.
live with it :D
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i don't enetertain bitches.
(Sunday, October 31, 2010 @ 4:53 PM)
WONDERFUL WORLD! says:
1909 HOURS
OMGZXZXZXZ! finally found Brulee! weeeets! found Rolling Coaster on youtube too! shall upload it on the next post! :D i fraking love Ryo's full version of Monologue. it's awwhhsommee.. hope i can get the lyrics soon! i LOVVEEE Wonderful World lyrics too! ohh, and Mr Travelling Man by TOKIO ^^
and i seriously love my hair right now. IT'S SUPERH CURRRLLLYYYY!! my pillow can seriously be a great hairdresser!! :D:D did basically nothing today.. went to madrasah, went home, slept, reply SOMEONE'S crapS, logged on, went down to see my dad, blogging.. yeah, that's my boring life. supposed to be doing my Math homework, but.. oh well.. gonna procrastinate a bit more. ((: i've really made my decision to work part time. I NEEEEED MONEY! i have to help my mum! uurrghhh.. those people who don't need money, like, seriously.. don't say you NEED money. instead, you should say, you WANT money. urrrgghhhh.. super pissed off. i don't care if i don't have money for myself.. but i HAVE to support my mum! oh, c'mon.. how can a single mother with a monthly income of a thousand two support a family of 5?! okk.... why am i telling my personal story online.. cfdn avjtmcwa;
I'M SUPPEERRRHH EXCITED FOR THE SARAWAK TRIIPPPP!! :D:D:D
ok, can't help it but post Rolling Coaster as well! and you know what? they sing live for Brulee while dancing! and they play the instruments live, btw. their singing for Rolling Coaster is also live! ((: that's why i like Kanjani8! :D:D
Hey guys! Everything will surely begin from here. "That is destiny." The bad things, and just about everything, now that I realize it, have gone somewhere. I've already forgotten about them. "What do you say?" Yeah... So that I would't trip, I've been walking while always looking down. After all I did was to search for miracles, the day is already ending. Right now, right here, we swear that such thing as our hearts being apart would never happen.
- Wonderful World by Kanjani8
(Saturday, October 30, 2010 @ 3:10 PM)
1553 hours! says:
Ohkura's j-web entry:
I’m sleepy But I can’t sleep So I turned on the TV But I can’t sleep because it’s not interesting. If I turn it off, it’s too quiet I’m scared (it is scary) To feel like you’re closed in on, I’m sure it’s this (feeling) In the end, I felt hungry But I don’t have any ingredients to begin with I ended up eating Korean dried seaweed My tummy is unnecessarily empty (*) In the end, my stomach woke up It’s like waking a sleeping lion Or a sleeping tiger I’m not sure which, so I wrote both just to be sure I’m beaten already(*2) I’m growing sick of this way of writing. It’s not even that interesting a thing I noticed 7 (*3 trips? Journeys? Someone who read the original help~) ago And yet I’m still on it My motivation is already gone (or ‘I don’t have motivation for anything’) I’m sleepy.
thanks livejournal user airairo for the original and hyuuga_princess for the translation!
i'm really worried for this guy.. awwhh.. c'mon.. being skinny is not healthy! we love the fat and chubby Ohkura Tadayoshi we know! you're getting skinnier and skinnier.. i thought it was only for Patchuppers, but on GM, you're even skinnier!
ok.. not gonna post anything today. feeling reeeaallllyyy sleeeeeepppyyyy... going off to take a nap now.. byebye! :D:D
(Friday, October 29, 2010 @ 4:56 PM)
wahaha!! says:
1753 hours
TODAY WAS AWHHSSSOMMEEE! had a really fun day with Fazlee, Matin, Hafiz and Jason. ((: after Chem lesson, during the an hour and a half break, went out to eat with malay peeps. i was broke and didn't bring any money. AT ALL. Hafiz only had $2++ the only "loaded" ones were Fazlee and Matin. we ate Roti Prata together ^^ it was Mr Fazlee's treat for my meal :D:D and yeah, he paid for all our drinks ;D THANKYOU MRFAZLEE ^^ then went back to school.. still had half an hour to go before EMath lesson. sooooo,,, WE PLAYED CATCHING! that's when Jason joined in the fun (: it was awwwweeeessssoommmee.. super nostalgic! i still remembered when the Malay guys in my primary school played "ohyapeyasom" (i have no idea how you spell that) to determine the catcher. hahah! so cute! and OMG, i didn't see Hafiz hiding behind the ledge! and when i ran towards Jason and Matin, Hafiz was laughing hysterically! LOL. no, i mean ROFL like mad!! literally! LOL!!! wooow, had so much to talk about today.. hahah!
ooooh, and Jason! let me tell you this.. if you watch Kanjani8's song PVs right.. look at the background and not the foreground. you'll DEFINITELY see some retards doing some retarded things.. especially Musekinin Hero.. hahah! you can see some of the members doing retarded things like... hmmm.. you go see yourself.. hahah! ohh, and the video up there was Wahaha at around 5:08, you can see a lady crawling beside the guy (who wore a green vest), in the bath area, on the right hand side.. (beside his left shoulders) nobody knows what that is.. O_O i posted about this some time ago.. but i don't think you saw it.. hahah. couldn't get the original pv because there was an error.. heh, so i got the viet-subbed one.. /: make sure you look at the people in the background! hahah! ;D
oookaayyy.. that's all for today! byebye! :D
fuck, my brother kicked the ball and it landed on me. ON PURPOSE. wtf.
Wahaha
Seems like everyone has sorrows and problems Whether they are big or small
So glum Sigh again Live with loneliness and solitary
`I’m not the only one` If you could come to think like this then it’s fine but
A word of `Go for it` Making you feel hard again?
Waai
If I laugh Then you laugh And if you laugh Then someone will laugh too
Keta Keta Keta Keta Wahaha Wahaha
Fun
Like your yawn makes me yawn I believe this smile will be connected
I feel like I can do it I feel like I can do it Even though it is not a big issue
If I laugh Then you laugh And if you laugh Then someone will laugh too
Like that cloud on this sky Wish all the sadness would be disappeared and gone
Wish
Even you smile forcibly Even they say `it is meaningless` and laugh at you
If you laugh about that too Then they would start running and gone
`Let’s stay alive` The sound beating in my heart Hope they are not sadness or hatred Hope it is happy pulse
If I laugh Then you laugh And if you laugh Then someone will laugh too
Like blue clears up the sky Wish all the sadness would be dissapeared and gone
Wish
Keta Keta Keta Keta Wahaha Wahaha -Wahaha by Eito
(Thursday, October 28, 2010 @ 8:54 PM)
musekinin hero (: says:
2124 hours
JASON! hahah! youtube doesn't have much things musekinin hero is not office hero.. hahah! it means irresponsible hero (: the song was released during the recession period it was to encourage people affected to move on and stay strong a part of the lyrics are below ((:
ok, now to my post.. (: nothing much happened.. that's why i don't really blog alot.. extended curriculum starts tomorrow! gossshhh. tomorrow's gonna have 2 hellish hours of emath.. IT'S 2 HOURS OF MATH IN THE MORNING! 2 HOURS!!! wtf.. but anyway, look at the bright side.. i can see my friends! :D:D:D lol, ok, lame.. MAC is reeeaallllyyyy eating up my time.. awwwwhh.. but at least, i made new friends! :D:D FACEPALM. ok, i'm craaping right now.. have to do my MATH homework or i'll die! byebye!
oohhh, i guess i'll just put the whole song here..
We are the legendary irresponsible hero The irresponsible hero with an infinite dream
Showa and Heisei just came and gone We have tasted the sourness and the sweetness of it all What is a bubble If IT is easy A- I don't understand it but it's going to be hard
Everyone, everyone is holding uncertainty and going on The times go up and go down Where does your life belong?
Full speed ahead JaJaJaJa-n Circle waist no place to stay JaJaJaJa-n I will make you laugh until you can become like that
I'm sorry I'm in shoes JaJaJaJa-n Butter feet running fast JaJaJaJa-n Leave it to me everything will be alright
We are the legendary irresponsible hero The irresponsible hero with an infinite dream
In one two and three four JaJaJaJa-n Sweat is dry step aside from there JaJaJaJa-n Laughing deception I will become anything
Even if I wasn't called JaJaJaJa-n Even if I wasn't connected JaJaJaJa-n I will make you laugh until you can become like that
When I'm called I'll fly out JaJaJaJa-n Challenge to the limit JaJaJaJa-n Leave it to me I will do something
We are the legendary irresponsible hero The irresponsible hero with an infinite dream - Musekinin Hero by Eito ((:
freak. i hate the internet connection. jdfkwqnalnvjmwe;MCF; i'm seeeeeeeriously bored at home.. well, yeah, i know i'm supposed to do math homework now.. and do the POA elearning thingy too... ahhh, but i'm just too damn tired.. i feel weak these days.. i guess that's because i get angry too often, huh.. that's the result of having a weak heart.. -.-
TOMORROW! though i don't have to go, i forced my mum to.. PARENTS-TEACHERS MEETING! i'd really want my mum to know what and how exactly i'm doing in school! she has never took notice of my problems in school.. shhheeeeesshh.. hmmmm.. anything fun going to happen tomorrow? i guess not..? ne?.. tomorrow, go to school, raise the flag, lessons as usual.. nagged at by Ms Florence Lee.. then will be having the DnT workshop again after school.. D: ME WANT ME SLEEEEEP!~~ i guess i should throw a tantrum like Ohkura when he doesn't get to eat! HAHAH!
seriously missing my primary school friends! gawwwd.. this is the first year eversince we graduated that ther's no jalan raya! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!! Fiqar has really changed.. HE AND HIS CHINESE GIRLFRIENDS.. NOW HE TALKS IN CHINESE TO ME. wth.
i can't wait to go to Sarawak!! yaaahoooooo~!! i get to take the airplane with my friends! :D:D:D too bad Amelya won't be around.. awwwhhh.. ok, shall stop here now! byebye! :D:D
Your gaze touched me a little dangerously, Oh Yes！It made me run, I probably want to see you tomorrow too.. Surely I can expect things to happen in summer this year!
- Summer Time by NEWS doron!
(Monday, October 25, 2010 @ 7:39 PM)
talilat tali... tam....plong! says:
2043 hours
YO JASONNN!! you want to listen to Japanese boybands right? hmmmm... i would recommend you to listen to Kanjani8 songs.. most of them are really optimistic songs and always keep you being optimistic! ok, what am i talking about here.. anyway, if you want to listen to it, listen to the song "Gori Gori" you can listen to it fron 4shared.com i don't think they have it on YouTube.. yeaps.. NEWS songs are also nice.. but it's nicer when you know the group's history.. hahah. but, you're free to check them out! i really suggest Kanjani8 (they prefer to be called Eito, cause they hate the name Kanjani8 too..) ohh, btw, you know the show 'food notes' on channel u? one of its ad has Kanjani8's song Wonderful World! hahah!
aaaaannnndddd.. PATCHUPPERS is a movie which all the Eito members acted in! they acted with a BABY!! you can download it illegaly online.. heh. but if you ARE interested in the movie, tell me (; but it's ok if you're not. (:
okayy.. so, now to my blog post.. can't wait for the 88th post! heh! the recent days weren't that interesting.. drew some drawings... annnddd, that's all.. oooh, yesterday went out with my dad and i bought a BUBBLEGUM WATCH!! LIKE FINALLY!! weeeeeeeeettttssss~!!!! suuhhhhweeeeetttsss.!! hmmm.. what else did i do? sleep, eat, draw.. and then i sleep, and eat.. then draw... then i sleep and eat and draw.. oooh, not forgetting replying your CRAP! your SHIT! OMG. I SHOULDN'T HAVE AGREED TO HELP YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE. damn you. waste my monneeehhh.. but it's fun, though.. heh. i get to see your weakness! hah! but anyway, jy! hmmmmm... what else to talk about? nothing else, ne?... oh, my current facebook status: true friends will always remain at the starting point of the rock climbing wall. but pretenders climb up with you, reach the top and make you fall. but your true friends are always there to catch you. (: heh, to that particular person that i love the most out there, you know what i mean! HAHAH!
you didn't reply me when i asked if you're alive.. that means you're dead? O.o fuck. can you just reply that damn message? it's not like i'm gonna eat you up or something.
I laugh that there’s nothing to worry about But on the inside I’m frightened Let’s kick away the worried impatience Bluffing is the man’s way! - Zukkoke Otoko Michi by Eito
doron!
(Saturday, October 23, 2010 @ 5:51 PM)
1812 hours says:
watching PATCHUPPERS for the... 4th time? heh! let's see if i could break my current record of watching a movie/drama for 7 times! i watched Hana Kimi that much. and cried seven times. heh! retarded right? 2 more days to Monday! OMG.. life is like hell without you now that i know the truth. well, i HOPE and i PRAY it IS true! ;D there's financial literacy workshop on Monday.. saddddd.. i flunked my POA, and now, THIS! ammek kau! hahah!
i had a beatiful dream. with you in it.. and somehow, Samantha Foo is involved in it too! HAHAH! weiirrrddd.. but i hope it will come true. sooner or later, ne? ^^
just finished another drawing! :D:D drawing of Hina (Murakami Shingo) this time. it's for my sis' birthday. and although she's not supposed to see it, she saw it.. -.- so, will be drawing a cartoon for her too. i guess drawing a cartoon is much easier. :D hmmm.. cartoon of all the patchuppers characters! which is everyone in Kanjani8 without Uchi including the baby! BABY EIGHT/EITO IS JUST OH SO CUTE!! and all the members seemed to be ready as fathers! heh! except Toppo (Yasu) and Arsenal (Subaru)!!! hmmm.. Ace (Ryo)? not sure.. but he seems ok with children.. well, at least behind the scenes! ;D my younger sis who is just 4 year old has sooo many guys liking her! WTF. well, my sister whuuaaatt.. HAHAH! jkjk ok, that's all. I WANNA GO TO THE ZOO! doron!
MY. BROTHER. IS. A. RETARD. LIKE. SERIOUSLY. LITERALLY. I. MEAN. IT.
ooohhh.. i'm soooooo loookkkiingg forwaaaarrrdddd to TUESDAY!!! we'll get to know our groups for the Sarawak trip!! hope i'll be with him! HEH! :D:D:D oooh, and Ezaidah too! and all the toher sec 3s!! :D:D:D okay, my mind is going haywire right now.. just like the weather. LOL. watched PATCHUPPERS again yesterday. i guess after reading the background information about the characters, it kinda make sense. seriously, taking care of TWO BABIES at a time is annoying. two BIG AND GROWN UP babies. urrggghhhhh. nothing much to blog about nowadays.. just getting bored at home, slacking in front of my laptop, thinking OH, I DON'T HAVE TO STUDY ANYMORE FOR NOW. heh, why'd you think i got crappy marks for my Final Years. tsskkk.
1821♥ Yoroshiku! :D
You said this town's speech is vulgar But I won't change I'll say, "I love ya" - Osaka Romanesque by Eito *"I love ya" is said as "Sukiya" in Kansai dialect instead of the normal Japanese "Suki dayo/ Suki desu"
(Thursday, October 21, 2010 @ 5:54 PM)
elearning suck a big time. says:
1813HOURS
77th POST!
WTF. patchuppers wasn't as great as what i expected! i felt so empty after the 77 minutes movie! what the freaking hell! it's not even a story. IT'S JUST SCENES WHICH MAKE FANGIRLS GO KYAAAA OVER EITHER THE MEMBERS OR THE BABY! i don't care, i'm writing my own fic! and i'm seriously looking forward towards the making! with subs, hopefully.. EIGHT is sooo cute! >< aah, go watch it guys! when it's being streamed online. ;b it's illegal though.. heh. but i'm getting my DVD on Nov 2nd! woohoo!!
12 MORE DAYS! :D:D
stupid haze.. my anemia's getting worse because of you, dammit. hate it when it worsen. ms florence lee smsed me just now.. aahh, now there's no way for me to escape POA elearning. but i have a problem with my powerpoint.. heh. reason good enough? hopefully ^^ so, with that, i've officially completed my elearning! :D:D
ok, i'll stop here for now. byebye!~
i'm glad it's you and no one else. (:
I thought I, had lost my way
On the long road we call life
and hiding, so no one could see
the tears flowing through the darkness
I opened my eyes, and saw you were there
Shining as brightly as a star
That is when, I chose to, begin anew - Hoshi wo Mezashite ; NEWS
(Wednesday, October 20, 2010 @ 7:16 PM)
PATCHUPPERS! says:
1932 hours
today went fast.. sec 3 was released two minutes early, bus service 851 came right after alighting 811, and bus service 76 came before 72 and 13.. doesn't happen that often.. sister's showing attitude again just beacuse i don't want to send the email. WTF. got back my results! for the first time ever in my life, i swear, i cried out tears of joy. i passed the overall by 2%! i failed my 2nd combine.. by 0.2% LOL
I'M SUPPOSED TO BE CELEBRATING THE RELEASE OF PATCHUPPERS (8UPPERS) NOW BUT NO ONE HAVE UPLOADED IT YET!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!~~~
Where, where will bring us this long long street? One day, one day we'll see it, beyond the far, far away sky. - Baby Baby by Eito
(Sunday, October 17, 2010 @ 8:12 PM)
nomnomnom says:
EITO IS JUST DAMN SEXY, ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY EAT! HEH!
DORON! ;b
( @ 1:50 PM)
8uppers!! 8D says:
1428 HOURS
i love the fact that i'm getting nuts instead of fruits in these chocolates! <3 i hate the fact that Maru has nicer legs than me! awhh.. mine's too skinny, heh. i'm trying my best to gain weight 'kay? being this skinny is freaky enough.. I LOVE HATE MEME!! :D:D i love the fact that a friend is willing to help me out when i'm in need and not just say "oh.. ok.." i hate the fact that my brother is home.. O; i love the fact that i switched off my phone and not get any disruptions! i hate the fact that i have tons of messages from YOU, a SINGLE PERSON when i on my phone.. -.- annoying much? i love the fact that tomorrow is MONDAY! i hate the fact the WE'RE GETTING OUR RESULTS TOMORROW! i love the fact that we don't have anymore homework to deal with! (well, at least, for now..) i hate the fact that i'll be bored to death.. and lastly, i love the fact that i love you; but i hate the fact that you don't even know that.. but i love the fact that i'm moving on. and i hate the fact that i'll start to forget you.
that's my post! it says everything! heh. hate meme rockzxzxzxzxzxzx xoxoxoxo :D:D:D:D:D ok, going off now. byebye~
hmmmm.. what song?
It's a gamble to win or lose
and that's no way you can lose.
Face ahead and take the risky path.
I say ready go!
- Nakanaide Boku no Music by Eito
(Saturday, October 16, 2010 @ 6:09 PM)
thanks to you too, jason! :D says:
1845 hours
hey you! yes, you, if your name is Jason! (; that post reeaaaalllllyyy made my day!! i'm soooooo happpyyyy that someone actually asked me to be happy! Hahah! Im sooo glad somebody actually wrote positive things about me!! :D:D yes, i WILL be happy! :D well, at least i'll TRY to be happy! hahah! YOU HAVE TO BE HAPPY TOO, 'KAY? i'm always here for you if you need me! :D you're an awesome friend, how can i not know your existence? hahah! thanks for the 'get well soon' wish! my flu isn't getting any better.. D: but anyway, THANKS A BUNCH! ;D
being at home is such a bore these days.. all i do is sleep, eat, use the computer to watch some dramas.. -.- ooh, i've just finished watching Last Friends which i started watching yesterday (; it's not as bad as i thought, but you can't watch it for Ryo-chan. 'cause it will cause you heartbreak. heh. Ryo's character is suuppppeerrrr psychotic.. and the early part of the series is a bit too... hmmm.. R21.. but it gave me ideas for my fic! ;b you should realllyyy watch it if you're a yaoi writer! ;p hmmm.. not sure what dramas to watch next.. any recommendations? jap dramas? would prefer a Johnny's drama.. but wouldn't mind any other usual jap dramas.. as long as it's nice and worth watching! :D
2 MORE DAYS TO... THE JUDGEMENT DAY. muahahahahahahahah good luck for your results, everyone! i prayed sooo hard that my results are satisfying.. i'll pray hard for eveyone too, alright! :D byebye! ^^
happiness is different for everone. for me, my happiness is you.
How far have I come since then? That endless time when we were close together The me who will keep walking tomorrow Prays for eternal love, even now
- Snow White by Eito
(Friday, October 15, 2010 @ 12:56 PM)
i'm feeeling nasssssuuuuuu~~ says:
1340 HOURS
I. AM. SICK.
hey jason!! how great is this? you're the main topic on my post today! hahah!! thanks for being a reeeaaalllyy great friend. nobody really care whether or not i'm happy. and nobody really notice my sadness deep inside. but you do!! :D:D yes, i'm reaaallllyy happy when ms xu pulled me out to ask me what happened! cause i can finally realise that someone out there is actually thinking of me! :D:D that includes you! thanks, yo!
anyway, i had a nightmare last night. after watching the child's eye.. -.- i dreamt that there was a child ghost in my toilet.. hahah!! and the movie gave me an idea on my fic!! RYOHKURA FTW~!! nothing much to talk about for now.. byebye! i just realised my sister is ssoooooohhhh cuuuuuuttteee!! :D:D
You're right next to me but it's so vague It's always like this Are you close to me? Or are you not? I'm the only one that's about to break Let me know, please - Deisre by Shibutani Subaru and Yasuda Shota (Kanjani8)
doron!
(Thursday, October 14, 2010 @ 7:43 PM)
i'm feeling reeeeeeeettttttoooooo~~ says:
2035 HOURS
SEXY OSAKA MAN
look! another fanvid by yadaeighter! she took the soundtrack from the Inception trailer and put in Eito stuffs. so, INCEPTION + EITO = EITOCEPTION :D:D isn't it coool??
ooh.. had a great DnT outing just now with Shi Hui, Hui Min, Greald and Woan Yee!! hahahhh!!! watched 'The Child's Eye' just now. Shi Hui was emotionless, as usual. hahah!! the things she said was just "so noisy.." "next time don't go this cinema one.." "not scary.." "why you cover your face like that?" hahah!! the show was not that great.. but still.. worth it! going out tmrw with syarifah, iffah, carissa and the rest. not sure if my mum allow me to..
hmmm.. what else to talk about? i'm loving sexy osaka man!! :D:D oh, and anyway, the lyrics i posted don't belong to me! and 'doron' is how yoko ends off his j-web entry. it's what ninjas say, according to him.. ;b
i seriously have to stop doing things absent-mindedly.. i seriously have to stop being so absent-minded!!!
oh, and you! yes you! i'll always be there if you need me! :D
sometimes in our lives we all have pain, we all have sorrow.. but if we are wise. we know that there's always tomorrow lean on me, when you're not strong and i'll be your friend, i'll help you carry on for it won't be long, till i'm gonna need somebody to lean on
you know, Ms Xu is like my mother. she noticed that i lost weight! not even my OWN MOTHER noticed that!! how awesome is she?! ne? have i talked about this before? hahah, lol. being so absent-minded again.. ok, going off now. byebye! :D:D
I want to become “An eyesore, but someone with spirit” Sway the times that touched the heart, Deep inside the words, shy and hesitant The brulee that's turning red - Brulee by Eito
AKAKU SOMARU BRULEE!
doron!
(Wednesday, October 13, 2010 @ 12:11 PM)
i'm feeling oreingeeeeeeee~~~ says:
1239 hours
IT'S THE 70TH POST. !!!! :D:D:D
weird blogger.. anyway, look! a fanvid! jhbvauhbgksnaal she's an AWESOME eighter!!! she's from Singapore too! !! :D:D:D
watch it, watch it!!
she made it herself.. aaaaahhh! and she make all the fangirls go kyyyaaaaaaa!!!! :D:D:D there's pairings videos too! shall upload some other time! :D:D:D
OH! AND THEY USED KANJANI8'S (EITO'S) WONDERFUL WORLD FOR THE CHANNEL U SHOW AD!! (i guess the show is Food Note?) ;D
had the last paper just now. physics. it was manageable.. yaaayyy!! i don't have to stay up late to study again!! weeeets!! but i still have to wake up early for the DnT workshops.. seriously, i reeeeaaalllly don't feel like going.. D: but look at the bright side! i can FINALLY start drawing and writing fanfics again! :D:D:D okayyysss.. going off now! i'm gonna start writing a new fic!! :D:D:D
I pretended to forget But I couldn't forget about you When I try to act strong Loneliness tightly grips my heart No matter how many times I turn around on the road home I know I can't see you I can't see you You're not here anymore - Fuyu Koi by Eito he smiled at me! he said 'goodbye'! that reeeaaaallllyyy made my day!! :D:D
THE END.
(Tuesday, October 12, 2010 @ 4:59 PM)
i'm feeling burrrraaaaakkkkuu! says:
1759 hours
MATH WAS A KILLER. I STUDIED DIFFERENT TOPICS THAT DIDN'T COME OUT IN THE PAPER FOR HISTORY. DESIGNANDTECHNOLOGY WAS ALMOST EASY. AND TOMORROW, THE FINAL BATTLE. DEAREST PHYSICS. :D:D:D
totally flunked math. i expect failure for english and math. not sure for english overall, cause there's still journal and stuffs. nevertheless, I WILL FIGHT TILL MY BEST FOR THE LAST PAPER TOMORROW. and after that, i can stare at Ryo's poster 24 hours, praying hard that i pass all the subjects i know i can score. :D:D thanks to all my friends who have encouraged me to keep going! comments on my fanfics also made my day! gonna write more fanfictions and draw more stuffs starting tomorrow!! ^^ i've already started getting worried for my results though.. i'm not usually like this! aaaaaaahhhhh!!~~~
was reading my previous blog posts just now. i've realised that i've matured at some parts. but i'm still the same, 90%. ok, what the heck am i saying.. time flies so fast.. the posts seemed like it was just yesterday's.. i realised i'm updating more often nowadays. teehee!~ ok, i guess i'm going off now. studying Physics! don't want to stay up until the morning again like i did for History. in the end, what i studied didn't come out.. -.- so, lesson of the week. STUDY EVERYTHING.
half asleep your eyes go towards the table but your coffee is a little thin if it is you beyond the steam it will warm me inside my chest
there are some things forgotten sometimes, sometimes there are hurting fingers however, i always make you worry i grip the huge support you give me
it shines, it shines if i loose you, i won't even need a tomorrow anymore however, i hold you, i hold you if we embrace each other i won't be scared of anything when it is us two
- Cinematic by Kanjani8
i'll always be there for you even if you don't need me. (:
how sad is this?! i couldn't find a black ranger's picture... oh well.. he looks better here. :D Yokocho! you're always my black ranger even without your suit! :D:D
doron! :D
(Sunday, October 10, 2010 @ 1:00 PM)
i'm feeling buuuurrruuuu~ says:
1333 hours
IT'S 10.10.10
yeaps, an auspicious date when people get married. while people dream to get married on this date, my dream is to get married on 08082018 :D it's EITO DAY and i get all the eights! :D:D:D but i'll be 23 though.. kinda young huh? lol, let's just leave it to fate to decide on that. but i'm veeeerrrrrrryyyy sure i want to get married on EITO DAY! :D:D:D HAHAH. i'm an eighter, today and forever!
and i have a reader for my fic! aww.. too bad it's only A reader.. it's ok, i'll wait a while. i'm getting hang of history. but have to focus on mg DnT too! it's the only thing i can score.!!! ;D those taking Bio and History, ALL THE BEST! no, i'm not being sarcastic. hahah! wonder how you guys can memorize everything.. watching 'Before I Was Awesome' right now. feel so disturbed when they called each other. Hahah! Zaki and Kevin.. LOL anyway, i'm going off to study. bye! for the first time ever i used the comp only for a few minutes. hahah! ok, bye for now~
This very same day 10 yrs ago we were together like a sky that never ever changes, the moments piled up and became precious since then and forever I'll smile because of you.
- 10 nen go no kyou no hi mo
you think i'm scared of you? no~ hit me if you want to. throw me vulgarities. but i've told you for a million times. hurt my friend and you're busted.
(Saturday, October 9, 2010 @ 6:08 PM)
i'm feeling ieeerrrroooo~ says:
1859 hours
crap it. i'm supposed to be studying history. but isn't it great? me updating my blog often? so you can read my rants? hahah. nothing happened recently. always thinking of writing another fanfic instead of studying.. but i did manage to do one! an OhYass fic! but it's not really the Ohyass i usually write about.. they just hugged in the end.. hahah! and yeah, Hattie.. don't forget to read my fics on my livejournal! ;D i guesssss.... that's all? yeaps.. :D byebye! all the best for your papers, peeps! :D:D
i reeeeaaalllly regret knowing you. can you just shut up? like, seriously. go and clean your filthy mouth la. and, yeah. last SERIOUS warning. harm my friend and you're toasted. ooh, not forgetting, IT'LL BE MY LAST TIME SAYING THIS TO YOU BEFORE I PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE. WELL THAT IS, IF YOU'RE READING THIS. I FREAKING DON'T LIKE YOU. WHAT LANGUAGE MUST I SAY THIS TO YOU FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND? VULGARITIES? CAUSE THAT'S THE ONLY LANGUAGE YOU KNOW RIGHT? just. fuck off.
my fanfic (drabble)
Oh, and for your info, i made this based on the song Puzzle by Kanjani8. lyrics are below.. ^^
Yasu sat beside the glass window, arms around his legs, staring at the note in his hand.
Goodbye, Shota.
That day I didn’t lose my way. Someday, I want to see you again. I’m looking for that missing piece. I’m looking for it here in Tokyo.
Love, Tacchon.
He hoped Ohkura was still there with him. He hoped Ohkura still had his clothes stacked up nicely beside his in the cupboard. He hoped Ohkura’s entire comb collection is still placed neatly beside his nail polish bottles. But they were all gone, together with those hopes he had for him, those dreams he shared with him, those times he spent with him.
It had been a year since he left. Yasu had been suffering all alone in the darkness. Every time he could not sleep, he would always open up the old photo album. The two of them were there, laughing innocently. He could never forget that special day. That special day when they shared their dream. That special day when they held their heads up high and that special day when they spent the whole day solving the puzzle they bought.
That dream we held on to then. Are we getting closer to it? Are we drifting farther away?
Everyday he went to the east street at around 3. That was where they always met. Even after Ohkura left, he would still go to that place, having the thought that he will be there. But for one year, he was never there. But, Yasu had never given up hope and went back to that place everyday without fail. Still hanging on to that hope he had. He was sure that one day, he will be there.
Yasu looked at the clock. It was 2.30 pm. He put the note down on the table, took his long coat and went to that place as usual. But this time, it was not usual at all.
A tall figure carrying a bag with a luggage approached him. That figure was familiar. He had seen it somewhere. He watched as the figure became nearer and visible. The figure stopped right in front of him.
“I’ve found it. My missing piece. It’s right here with me. Shota.”
Yasu took a few steps before throwing his arms around Ohkura. He knew that at that moment, he would never be alone. Ever again.
眠れない夜はいつも 古いアルバムを開く nemurenai yoru wa itsumo furui arubamu wo hiraku on those nights when I can't sleep I always open up the old photo album 無邪気な顔で笑ってる ぼくらがいる mujaki na kao de waratteru bokura ga iru the two of us are there laughing innocently これは何年前だろう 堀江公園のサクラ kore wa nan nen mae darou Horie Kouen no sakura I wonder how many years ago this was the sakura at Horie Park 初めて喧嘩した夜も この場所だったな hajimete kenka shita yoru mo kono basho datta na the first we fought was also here wasn't it
あの頃抱いていた夢 ano koro idaiteita yume the dream that we held on to then 近づいているの？ 遠ざかってるの？ chikazuiteiruno? toozakatteruno? are we getting closer to it? are we drifting farther away?
「東通りで３時頃」 待ち合わせはいつもそこ 「higashi doori de 3ji goro」 machiawase wa itsumo soko 「East street at around 3」 that was always where we met 電車は街をくぐり抜け 淀川越えて densha wa machi wo kugurinuke yodogawa koete the train goes through the town and over the Yodo River 両手を広げ堂々と そびえ立つ太陽の塔 ryoute wo hiroge doudou to sobietatsu taiyou no tou boldly open up your arm to the sun's tower that rises up 記念に買ったあのパズル 昨日のようだね kinen ni katta ano pazuru kinou no you dane the puzzle that i bought to remember it seems like just yesterday doesn't it
なくしてしまったひとつのピース nakushiteshimatta hitotsu no pi-su that one piece that was lost 探しているよ 手を借してくれ sagashiteiru yo te wo kashitekure i'm looking for it lend me a hand
さよなら 迷いなきあの日よ sayonara mayoinaki ano hi yo goodbye that day I didn't lose my way いつの日かまた会いたいな itsu no hika mata aitai na someday i want to see you again 探してる 足りないピースを sagashiteru tarinai pi-su wo i am looking for it that missing piece ひとりじゃ とても無理だよ hitorija totemo muri da yo all by muself it is very impossible
さよなら 迷いなきあの日よ sayonara mayoinaki ano hi yo goodbye that day I didn't lose my way いつの日かまた会いたいな itsu no hika mata aitai na someday i want to see you again 探してる 足りないピースを sagashiteru tarinai pi-su wo i am looking for it that missing piece 探してる この東京で sagashiteru kono Tokyo de I'm looking for it here in Tokyo
眠れない夜はいつも 古いアルバムを開く nemurenai yoru wa itsumo furui arubamu wo hiraku on those nights when I can't sleep I always open up the old photo album 無邪気な顔で笑ってる みんながいる mujaki na kao de waratteru minna ga iru all of us are there laughing innocently
(Friday, October 8, 2010 @ 3:33 PM)
i'm feeling guuurriiiiin! :D says:
1641 hours
Chem paper was manageable, but wasn't all that easy
this is super weird! when i went to sleep just now, i thought of a thousand things to post on my blog. now i have no idea what to post. LOL. oooh, yeah. concern of friends towards their friends. it's not what you call 'kepo'. only egoistic people think that way. sometimes, i wonder. do i exist only when my friends feel lonely or need me? oh wait, or do i even exist in their world at all? if all my friends only think that way, then who am i supposed to lean on to? there is this thing called the karma. you get the things you do to others. but i don't believe that. what i get is just some stinky, scorny look on their faces when i got worried about them. or, the most common reply, 'hahah, it's ok. i'm fine.' and trying to make the friend 'paiseh'. EGO. you're saying you're fine when it's clearly written on your face that you're not. you think you sound macho saying that, then you're wrong. it's not even cool saying that. be glad that someone actually worry for you. it means that they care for you and treasure their friendship with you. dumbass.
anyway, let's look at the bright side. ^^ stayed up until 1.30 in the morning. well, actually i intended to stay up later than that, but i could take it no more. nope, not because i was sleepy. but because i was freaked out. like, seriously. when my sister was teaching me at around 12.30 am, i heard my mum calling me. but my sis heard nothing. anyway, my mum was already fast asleep. i ignored that. then, my sis went to sleep. i was left alone outside. i heard something that sounded like paper being thrown form downstairs at 1. i ignored that. then, i saw someone standing in my kitchen. it's a shadow of someone. i ignored it, for the sake of Chem. the one that left me running into my bedroom was when i felt someone walking behind me. i switched off the kitchen light, then the living room light and climbed up my bed. i switched off the lights and covered my face, with my hands trembling. worse case ever.! hahah! i'm kinda used to that, but NOT when i'm alone. hahah!
ok, my post is long enough. hear from me soon! :D:D
club8's gonna be awesome. i know it. CAN'T WAIT!!!!
Show me everything, your body and soul On windy mornings and rainy nights, don't let go of my hand Until the day comes when we arrive At that world we dreamed of
I'm weightless, in front and behind Without realizing, I start to run again I met you and we touched each other But still my heart isn't satisfied
You don't feel - with ordinary motion So I wanna feel - why won't this fusion blend?
Show me everything, your love and sorrow Don't look away from the past you've hidden and the future you're heading towards The miracle of our meeting Will never fade -Misetekure, Kanjani8 i loved the way you stared at me. i loved the way you tease me. i loved the way you ran away when you know i got angry at you. i miss those times. i miss those smiles. i miss you. i'll never forget those times. i love you, still. you're my first love and will forever be. even though i'll be with someone else in the future, you're the only permanent one in this small heart of mine. :D:D
(Wednesday, October 6, 2010 @ 7:38 PM)
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weeets~ tomorrow's everyone's favourite paper! it's POA bebeh! bring it on! i know how to do already!! thanks to Fazlee and Zaki! thanks guys! had a great time staying back with Zaki, Fazlee, Aqid (well, only for a while..), Jiemin, CheaYie (is tht how you spell your name?? ), Siti Zailiyah, Iffah and Syarifah.. :D:D Zaki was a POA great teacher! oh, and Fazlee too! even though you taught me the wrong thing at first. LOL ok, gonna start practicing my POA now. byebye! ~ all the best guys! :D
firetruck you. you think i'm the only one with attitude problem? it's your attitude that suck like damn shit. i've just been keeping quiet about it. damn you. told you not to disturb me until after my exams right. you disturb me, your problem ah. firetruck.
(Monday, October 4, 2010 @ 5:40 PM)
feakkkkk says:
i can't find any K8 songs to be put inside my playlist for my blog. FREAK.
what's so wrong about uploading Kanjani8 songs instead of just Arashi?! -.-
( @ 4:44 PM)
yellow ranger madness~~ says:
1722 hours
aww, sad, the quality's not that good. oh well..
seriously.. Ohkura look like a cat with that blonde hair! Only Yasu can go well with it! But it's still quite cool, though. ;b i'm watchin Kanjani8's countdown concert right now. so nostalgic - the time when i first reacted after seeing Kanjani8's GIFT album at HMV in Somerset. LOL. my reaction was epic! hahah! "who's these retarded people?" but although they are retarded, they are pretty smart. they're awesome. they're special. :D:D ooh, i LOVE brulee's performance. i should post this in my livejournal, but oh well. i want to share Johnny's love here too! ;b
nothing interesting happened today... surprisingly i got 7 for my SS test.. was expecting a three.. i didn't study it. AT ALL. i didn't even look at the page. (exept for ONE of the measures for ageing population thingy..) i'm counting on my history to cover up! ^^ HISTORY ROCK MY SOCK. :D i'm supposed to be studying! for math, especially! why the heck am i here?!?! alright, shut up. going off! :D byebye!
何千回も夢を見て Nanzen kai mo yume wo mite No matter how many thousands of times we see dreams 何千回も締めて Nanzen kai mo akiramete Even if we give up thousands of times それからだぜ Sore kara daze We start from there 小細工はなしさ Kozaiku wa nashi sa There are no tricks, so どの道 この道 俺道ストレート Dono michi, kono michi, ore michi sutoreto Which way, this way, my-way is straight - Gori Gori byy Kanjani8 :D
signing off with Ryo-chan! :D
ooops, no, YELLOW RANGER! :D:D
even though you're far away.. my love for you still exist. in the world of love, i know, there is no such thing as shiok sendiri. cause i know you loved me too. :D
(Friday, October 1, 2010 @ 2:36 PM)
11 papers to go! says:
1500 hours~
I FRAKING FLUNKED MALAY PAPER. FISHES! what is 'pancaroba'? Hafiz: sight. Matin: a firghtening situation Me: five senses Fazlee: (your answer was too merepek that i can't even remember.. -.- ) what do you think? even though all of us didn't know what it really was, smart Matin got it right. !!! danggg...
English paper - NO HOPE. i seeerrriiiousssslyyy feel like giving up. but no, i can't. for him. :D:D who's the 'him'? i don't know? guess lah.. who sia? actually, i also don't know? LOL LOL? what the heck.. -.-ll
anyway, i'm preparing for wars on Monday. WAR ONE - war with Mrs Tan Yem Peng (is that even how you spell her name?) for Math homework. WAR TWO - war with Mdm Nora because of the MAC meeting. WAR THREE - war with him!! :D:D
yeaps.. gosh, i'm seriously getting crappy right now.. byebye! :D
Shouting, ready to everything, without feeling any inferiority, still I have to pass today, somehow I have to spend it. Getting covered by footprints, 'cos somehow I want to find a meaning, I'll strengthen my shoulders and spit on the ground.
I'm fighting packing punches, I want to feel even more pain. I know, I'm putting my own self on this guy in front of me.
- Monologue by Nishikido Ryo (Kanjani8 & NEWS)
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