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(Wednesday, December 29, 2010 @ 6:13 AM)
let me sleep!!! says:
0618 hours
it's freaking six in the morning but i'm not sleeping. FML. stupid chest pain. started at 1.50, and still having it till now. and whyyy, oh whhy, must both my teeth grow at this time?! it's like, TRIPLE THE PAIN. aaaaarrrgghhhh!!!!!!!!!! almost wanted to go hospital just now. I CAN'T FREAKING TAKE THESE CHEST PAINS ANYMOREEEEE! this is the worst of the worst. my grandma says it's because i bathe late at night last night. and washed my hair. in the cold weather. ok, fine. i'm done with bathing at night. I'M NEVER GONNA BATHE AT NIGHT NO MATTER HOW STICKY I AM. firetruck laaaah. had a suuuper long day yesterday, and now. I CAN'T FREAKING SLEEP. okay, i guess i'm going to watch my drama now. BYEBYE.
(Monday, December 27, 2010 @ 6:58 PM)
Arigatou~ 1912 hours says:
NOTE: this post has nothing much. just severe fangirling for Hey!Say!JUMP.
guess i just have to post this. though the MV is quite.. err.. and the meanings of the song doesn't make sense at all, i love the meaning behind it. it means something like "Thank You, anywhere you are in the world".
and here goes my fangirling. OMG! MORIMOTO IS SO HAAWT. heh, same age as me, man! and of course, Yamada, DAIKI!, Yuuto, Chinen, and TAKAKI!! HAHAH! i tend to like Hey!Say!7 more huh. but Daiki belong to Hey!Say!BEST and i still like him ^^ i'm starting to love Hey!Say!JUMP agaaaiiinn!!!
Hey!Say!JUMP -Arigatou Sekai no Doko ni Itemo MV
(Sunday, December 26, 2010 @ 3:32 PM)
freaking freak says:
1612 hours
WHAT A DAY. WHAT A LUCK. -.-
lol, Jason. i just realized i haven't done my glog. and i freaking lost my thumbdrive. i wonder what will happen.. ToT
today's reeeaaallly not my day. pshff. did Physics quiz two. first attempt, didnt even complete the whole thing. second attempt, glad i passed. they said i had SIXTY minutes to complete it, but i only got THIRTY minutes! THIRTY FREAKING MINUTES TO DO THE 62 FREAKING QUESTIONS. and i'm still freaking pissed by the fact that my thumbdrive went MIA at a freaking crucial time. freak. and it's already freaking four in the evening but he still haven't texted me. i'm freaking pissed. but, oh well.
Adversity too, also Unreasonableness, also humiliation, also darkness, even [unrequited love/broken heart], even disappointment, even typhoons
まとめてかかって来い Motomete kakatte koi
Collect it all, bring it all together at once.
(Saturday, December 25, 2010 @ 3:00 PM)
1506 hours says:
okay. i'm freaking bored here at home. i'm still not doing my homework. starting on my mother tongue soon. going to complete Physics by today. starting my Math.. maybe the day after tomorrow. or the day after that. ;b or the day after that. oh wait, that'll be on Tuesday. theeen, the day AFTER that. ;D i'm glad school starts on Tuesday, sooo.. 10 more days! :D
my Christmas fic is finally done. but needs to be edited. soo, once it's done, i'll post it on my livejournal! :D:D
i'm soooo loving my new skin. get used to it, aites? byebye~!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
(Friday, December 24, 2010 @ 11:22 PM)
mewwy christmas! says:
2334 HOURS
ohhkaaay. today's unexpectedly a fun and memorable day for me. even though i didn't go out. heh.
i guess i have more than two readers, huh? hahah. but i'm not that desperate to have readers. i mean, i don't even want to have readers like you guys. read for the wrong reason. and then go around gossiping. tsk, you think i care? i don't give a fucking damn shit lah eh. and you're thinking why am i posting this even though i don't give a damn? well, i'm just letting you know that you can do a whole lot of shit behind my back. cause I DON'T CARE. but you know what? i pity you guys. go and get a life luh. get that? GET A LIFE. ASSHOLES.
A FEW MORE MINUTES TO CHRISTMAS!
MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE!! :D:D:D
( @ 2:34 PM)
TGIF. says:
1449 hours
weeeets. today's Friday! TGIF! hopefully.. seeing him on Monday. insyaAllah.. Amin.. heh seeing him on Tuesday too! IF he wants to meet me. hmmm.
seeing my friends on Tuesday! my COUNCIL friends, i mean. having council meeting cum sec 4 farewell till 10 in the night. my sis' blabbering crap. NOT LISTENING. HAH! both my earpieces are stuck in my ear. can't hear anything else except the song i'm listening to. (DUHHH)
did Physics quiz one just now. THE FONT'S SUPER DAMN SMALL, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO READ IN 5 SEC AND ANSWER WITHIN A MINUTE?! and. I AM SOOO NOT GONNA DO THE QUIZ TWO! i'm gonna do it some other time, though it's ending in 6 days. TSK, WHO CARES?
i'm sick. cuz i miss him too much. and to fill up that space in my heart, I DID MY HOMEWORK!
ZUKKOKE OTOKOMICHI ズッコケ男道
(Thursday, December 23, 2010 @ 8:42 PM)
school starts late bebeh! says:
2049 hours
WWOOOOH WEEEETS! SCHOOL STARTS ON TUESDAY! weeeets! one more day to procrastinate, bebeh! but, but. guess what, guess what?? i've started on my homework! i've COMPLETED my chemistry homework!! *claps, applause*
the electrical shutdown at my block made me start on my homework. just when i was about to do my Math, a visitor came. and then i lost my mood to start on it when she went off. sooo, achievement for today - A FINISHED WRITTEN HOMEWORK!
ok, bye.
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO THOSE CELEBRATING IT!
(Monday, December 20, 2010 @ 1:29 AM)
me in johor~ says:
alrights. this is my first time doing this. I'M IN JOHOOORRR (((: omgomgomg. cool right?! didn't know there's internet here at my aunt's house. wonder whose one is it.. O.o i sooo wanna go back home RIGHT NOW. i miss him like hell. SERIOUSSSLLLYYY!! aaaaaaahhhhh!!! okok, shhhhhhh.. it's like.. 1.33 am right now.. and i'm still fresh awake. cuz why? i miss him too much. iiieeeesssh. i've never felt this way my whole life. except now, that is. hmmm.. this is ssooo cool. now we dont have to go all the way to JUSCO! hahah! *but is this free?! ok, alright, i guess i'm logging off now. byebye~!
(Saturday, December 18, 2010 @ 12:16 PM)
bye peeps~ says:
1224 hours
weeeets~! going Johor later! BY TRAIN! it's been a long time since i last took it! it's been decades! (gosh, the banglas down there are seriously noisy..!) waiting for mummy to come home with luch (: man, i love my mother. :D:D weeks passed by.. and i still haven't started on my homework. HA! have you? ;p
hmm. not much to blog for now. i'm alone at home. AGAIN. it's okay, hope this is gonna be my last time. (yeah, AS IF) I MISS WATCHING EITO VARIETY SHOWS. maannn, someone, sub it, quick! i miss eito.. ): oooh! it's 17 degree celcius now! no wonder it's soo cold! though it's not raining. OOH! is it winter?!?! HAHAH. it's 10 degree celcius in Japan now. cool right? only 7 degree celcius difference. AHEM. 7. heh. okay. bye. ;p
(Thursday, December 16, 2010 @ 2:26 PM)
kuaaayyyy teeeooooowww!!! says:
1537 HOURS
had an awesome day out yesterday! went to Sentosa with Hazim, Amirah and Zainal ((: walked around Sentosa, took the busses, the trams and the monorails. conclusion. Sentosa has nothing much.
and now, i'm alone at home again. and i'm hungry to the max. mummy haven't come home. sayang sounded busy, so i don't wanna text him. Mirah use prepaid, i don't wanna waste her money.. sooo.. i'm left with no one else. well, at least Ricky's texting me. hahah, please don't get jealous, sayang. he has the same problem as me. ooh, i have a qoute. i got this from Abigail's status on facebook. "Trust is like paper. Once it's crumpled, you can never straighten it again." yeah, i totally agree with that.
okay, i guess this should end here now. i still have yet to touch on my homework. CAN MY MUM JUST GROUND ME AND FORCE ME TO START ON MY HOMEWORK?! lol, weird request, huh? ok, its now 1533 and my mummy's still not back yet. called her just now. she said she's still at work! she's still laughing woth her friends. damn it. you have a starving daughter here! hello?? -_- guess i should just fry an egg. mummy ask me go buy myself but i don't wanna go out!!! i did the housework already, kaaaaay! now i want my lunch! me want lunch, me want lunch! ME VERY HUNGRY! i think i just go buy uh.. but me want the black pepper kuay teow from np's foodcourt!!!! okok, alright. byebye~!
(Sunday, December 12, 2010 @ 5:56 PM)
asshole. says:
1811 hours
okay. fine. it's over between us. maybe you didn't notice. oh, or maybe you did. my heart's totally shattered now. i guess that's what you really want right? you took me for granted. i only exist when you need me. and those words; they're just for my entertainment right? well, if you don't know, this is how i've been feeling towards you. and your gang. yeah, it's yours now. not mine anymore, right? well, yeah, i know i'm going a lil bit overboard right now. but i hope you know why i'm saying all these. if you don't want me anymore, then STOP BEING NICE TO ME. assholes.
okay okay. now, to my post. thanks, Jason for the suggestion! I'll take that into consideration! "Love In The Bus Stop" huh? ^^ i'm working on my fanfic already ((: it's going quite well, now that i have a title. wait for it, alright? ;b
i'm suupppeerr bored at home. was all alone just now. but now my grandma's home. so, not that lonely anymore.. my friends are all out with their family.. can i have a family outing too? it's been for what it seems like forever since i last had a family outing!! and, yeah, i just realized that. ll-_-
i'm so glad i met friends like Amirah, Firdaus, Sholihin and not forgetting, Hazzziiimmm! ;b they're the nicest friends ever! i love them oh-so-much! outings with them had always been enjoyable! but too bad tomorrow Fir and Zim won't be able to come for the BBQ. i don't feel like going, too. but, oh well. i'm gonna miss out some fun if i don't come! ^^ most of the Sec Ones can't come.. so, maybe it's like.. NC14? hahah! alright, this post is long enough. going to continue on my fic! byebye~!
(Saturday, December 11, 2010 @ 5:02 PM)
Christmas fic, here i come! says:
1720 hours
yo Jason! i read your blog. you're sick?? get well soon, yeah? :D:D it's been a bit rainy these days.. make sure you drink lots of water and rest well! (:(:
omg, i'm listening to Cherish by NEWS. aaah, how nostalgic! during those times i only listened to NEWS and thought Kanjani8 is just a bunch of idiots.. i miss those times man! but NEWS' latest single... suck. ummm, not really suck, but it's just that it's.. not my type anymore. hahah! NEWS and K8 live in two different world. well, yeah, obvious, one is from Tokyo, one is from Osaka. wonder how Ryo managed to be in both groups.. now that Uchi's not alive.. T_T
kkk, now to my post. I AM BORED AT HOME. and what do i do at home? SLACK. i'm planning to start my homework next week. but i don't think i have enough time to revise all my work. wonder how my sis was able to take it all so lightly and yet score so well! iiieeessssh! seriously, i'm so jealous of her. i seriously have to start taking my work seriously now. I HAVE TO START PAYING ATTENTION IN CLASSES! I HAVE TO STOP SLEEPING DURING LESSONS! OMMMMMMM.... 6(=o=)9
hmmmm.. now i have nothing to talk about. i'm starting my Christmas fic! oh wait, i mean, RESTARTING. heh. yeah, my previous story suck. sooo.. hmmm.. what would the title be? just like the Channel 8 show "Love In The Cab", maybe it could be "Love Over The Counter"? hmmm.. OhYass? RyoUchi? aaah! RyoUchi it will be! :D:D just wait for it! matte ne~ ^^
(Friday, December 10, 2010 @ 12:21 PM)
weeeeets! says:
1232 hours
yo, yo, whatssup whatssup. let me make this clear. I AM BORED TO DEATH HERE AT HOME. but at least he calls me everyday ;b except yesterday. cuz he was kinda busy.. sadded. aaaahhh.. miss him soso much! what the heck..
i've been watching Channel NewsAsia nowadays. omg, seriously, 1 hour of watching that channel is worth 2 days' newspaper! but sadly, the news repeats every hour only difference was that it was a different presenter. iiieeesssshh. OKTO - there's nothing much. nothing at all, i can say. oh, and ohhh guess what, guess what? I HAVEN'T STARTED ON MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK! "-_- i seriously don't have the mood to.. i mean, the teachers won't collect when school reopens, so, why bother? but, yeah, i'm starting on my revision rreeeeaaaalll sooooon! well, yeah, I HAVE TO! especially my math.. tsssskk.. wonder what's so great about math, no offense. i guess i'm gonna watch detective conan first! byebye!~
1827 ((:
(Wednesday, December 8, 2010 @ 1:47 PM)
1400 hours! says:
i've not been updating my blog regularly, huh.. heh, quite busy nowadays. busy with what?? hmmmmmm.. ((;
went out with dearest Sarawak peeps yesterday! omg, sooo many things happened, mannn.. ^^ yesterday was the best day of my life so far. went to.. marina leisureplex WITH THE GUIDE OF MY OLD-SCHOOL MAP. we literally walked in circles. ahahh!! watched Rapunzel. IT WAS SUPER CUTE MANN!! :D:D:D thhheeeen went to Orchard! went to Far East and walked around. the went back home by bus. yeah, BY BUS. stood all the way to Yishun. though it was tiring, it was sure suuuppper FUN!
going out tomorrow too! with.... (: gonna watch soccer match on Friday! well, hopefully i'll not be lazy. iiieeesssshh! okays, gonna meet hwee ling for project now ((: byebye ((:
DORON!
(Friday, December 3, 2010 @ 8:36 PM)
i love aunty margeret! (aunt maggie!) says:
2114 hours
i'm baaack bebeh! woooow! SARAWAK TRIP WAS AWWWEEEESSSSOOOMMMMEEE!!!!!!! DAMN, IT WAS THE BEST I SWEAR! i'm still in shock, actually. tsk, my aunt and grandma took me from the airport and immediately went off. i still cant get used to the condition here in Singapore. tsssssk. photos in my facebook! ((:
first day. i cant really remember.. all i could remember was sitting on a plane with Jasmine and a friendly stranger. he and i talked a lot about the Poly and working life. he used to be a marine engineer, and now he's a product manager. the flight was awesome. we did a detour to Sibu because of Kuching's bad weather. and i remembered i really needed the toilet that time, but the queue goes all the way to the entrance. the irony was that i was sitting close to the toilet!
second day. went to Cheshire Home. woow, it really opened my eyes. the residents there were mostly wheelchair-bounded. though they can't do much in their life, they still lived their life to the fullest and i could see that. they were all cheerful with full of hopes, not giving up on life. i walked with the wheelchair-bound person called Ah Bui. he only talked about going to the market to buy orange, rice, shoes and all. but he said he hated the market smell. cause it smells of curry! hahah! he was soo cute. i heard he's about 20 years old and he likes being patted. after that, went to Cat Museum! ((: nope, not alive cats. just some posters and statues.
third day. went to the Anah Rais Bidayuh School. or also known as St Phillips school. it's a Christian school. hmmm. made quite a number of friends there. ((: played the games the School Group organized. WHACKO! it was a really nice game to play with them. ((: ohhh, before that, we went to the long house. a reeeaaal one. it was cool, but it didnt really surprise me.
fourth day. went to Salvation Army. it's an orphanage. not really fun over there, cause most of the children there went back home to their relatives'. sooo, there were only abouuutt.. 9 kids? yeah, around there. we played hunter fire and earthquake and all.. blah blah blah. it was fun.
fifth day. WORST DAY EVER. we had to wake up suuuppper early to get ready to go back home.. ))))))): everything went smooth. hmmm, nothing much happened today. just that when i reach home, my sis and my mum not here, my bro and younger sis went Johor. sad. I'M SO DAMN FREAKING LONELY. CAN I GO BACK TO SARAWAK??
damn it. i really feel like going out of my house right now and go back to the airport. AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!
okay, i guess this post is long enough.. going off now! byebye!~
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