iamstickman says:
hey there.
this skin is really compact and all
so if you have a large screen
this will look reallyyy small
but yeahs.
it's small.
live with it :D
so yeps, type into the box below to navigate.
(don't click the big red x of doom. it'll close the window)
(or i could be kidding)
(ha! you'll never know :D)
hate me, get lost.
i don't enetertain bitches.
(Saturday, November 19, 2011 @ 2:00 AM)
0211 hours says:
okaaays.
I'M BORED TO DEATH.
gosh, someone, HELP ME.
waiting for my sister to come home.
lambatnyer~
hmmmmm~
i really don't know what to blog about.
having mixed feelings. no, i mean moodswings.
and it's SERIOUSLY, FREAKING annoying, not being able to breathe properly.
seriously.
can i just be hospitalized again?
i can get attention 24 hours a day.
cool sehh. no need be attention seeker like someone said i was.
hah, in the end, who was the attention seeker? letting the whole school know about us.
what the hell. hah. kay Mai, stop talking about that.
anywaaaay, PROM'S ON MONDAY! ^^
yipeeee~
for the first time in... 10 years?
wearing a dress~
wanted a gown, though.. ):
neh mind. finally i can be a girl. a pure one.
tomboy? nooope. no more!
well, at least just for monday!
ohmygawd, my stomach's churning.
KAK! CAN YOU COME BACK A LIL FASTER?!
it's already past 2am in the mooorrrning!
dayum.
(Sunday, November 13, 2011 @ 11:01 PM)
2336 hours says:
wow.. ader lah aku tertunggu-tunggu mak aku tengok results aku.akhirnya, pandang kat kertas tu pon tidak.
wow. hmmm, baik. k.
aper kalau aku dapat 12 untuk O's aku eh?
aku rasa, tu pon, mak aku tak pandang laa.
tengok ah kakak aku. dapat 10. hmmm. ye laa, aku ni, mana sepandai kakak aku la kan..
when will she even notice my existence eh?
bila aku mati baru kot..
mesti korang cakap "jangan lah cakap gitu.." kan?
ah ye. dah biasa dah orang cakap gitu.
korang maner faham. betapa sakitnya hatiku ini. cheeyyy, speakong ah ni budak..
heeee.
okay la, no time to ber-emosional.
last paper tomorrow.
heard it? LAST PAPER TOMORROW!
paper tomorrow and what am i doing now?
BLOGGING. TUMBLRING. FACEBOOKING.
wow. awesome. takyah belajar pe?
oh, it's 1111! <3
kay, nothing special.
ever since i came back from my cousin's, it felt like i'm back to my old life.
yeaps. exactly. feeling neglected and powerless.
powerless? come on, a Leo shouldn't be feeling that way!
but, what to do? my smart sister is always making me feel small.
of course i hate to lose, but i can't do anything else.
whatever i say, i'd still lose. kay, maybe you don't understand what i'm talking about.
forget it.
been emotional these days.
PMS. guh.
can i just permanently stay at my cuz's? D;
he's the bessstesst friend and the only one who can understand me!
can someone else understand me as how he does? );
i guess i'll scare all the guys away with bitchy attitude.
maybe i should just get away from guys. no, from everyone. hmm, that's better.
oh, look. how long does it take for me just to create a post? 45 minutes?
what the hell.
okays. gonna study now.
I'M GOING TO STUDY NOW. kaythanksbye.
(Thursday, November 10, 2011 @ 12:43 PM)
1255 hours says:
heeeyyy. kay, long enough?was reading through my old posts just now.
brought back old memories, ne~
i really wanted to delete my blog. no point keeping it right?
well, yeah, that's what i thought.
but reading all those posts again made me think how immature i was.
i got to know myself better. heeee~
okaays. so where was i since the last post?
hmmm. hospital stay? done!
gonna have a follow-up on the eighteenth.
daaang, how i hate the ultrasound check-up.
i have to fill my bladder until i get urgent. to pee. and i have to hold it.
i have to suffffer through the check.
guuhhhh. neh mind, just bear with it, Mai! :D
having O-Levels. weird. why am i even online?!
hah. nah, left with Science MCQ. paper 1.
it's next Monday. soooo, MCQ only mah.. weekends can study laa.
haiyyooo, Mai, where can like that..
hahah, here comes my Singlish accent. kay, Mai dah merepek.
i did my best for all my papers. except POA. i gave up. some of my classmates didn't even turn up for the paper.
haiyooo. but paper one was fine. i guess.
really went full-throttle for Math. i don't want to fail, okay!
there's no time for failures!
i've always had this in my mind : LET'S GO ZENKAI. (full-throttle)
and yeap, i did.
planning to work in the zoo during the hols.
but have yet to call for an interview.. :/
hmmmm.
oh! i found this dress on a blogshop.
maaan, i really wanna buy it.. ):
hmmm, i'll try to persuade my mum.
i'm using my own money, anyway.
should be fine with it.
i have nothing much to blog about for now..
i guess that's all, then. (:
byebyeees~!
~ you stole my heart. and i want you to keep it. will you?